Wednesday, October 20, 2010

A LOVER’S ACT


One fine morning,
I invoked you
Out of thin air.

Ran to the sea;
Gathered shells and scales.
From the finest ones,
Made your bones, scalp, fingers and toes.

Stirred the earth;
Doggedly dug for mud and clays.
From the softest ones,
Filled your legs, back, torso and breasts.

Tore the volcanoes;
Drenched myself in hot springs.
From the hottest ones in my palm
Dyed with the wildest red flowers of the forest
Created blood; pumping, pulsing and throbbing in you.

Went to the golden deers;
Asked for their skin.
From the smoothest ones,
Carved your body and covered it with skin.

Circled the earth, sun and stars and moon;
Filled my pocket with lights, darkness, mysteries and hollows.
From the enigmatic ones,
Painted your lips, armpits, bottoms and private.

I poured my heart on to you
To feel the sigh of objects;
I shared my mind with you
To know the reason behind each sighs.
I gave my life to you
To live.

I made a temple of you
Pushed you inside;
Worshiped you,
Kissed you,
Slept with you,
Slapped you,
Killed you inside
Only
To love and
Be loved.

TREASURE


I had kept my love
Hidden
Underneath my skull
From a time unknown.

Last evening,
When I dug the earth
With a piece of finger
And a tray of words;
To unleash a pirate’s treasure
To present it to you,
To you my dear.

With the days and nights
Sighs and whispers
Pains and wounds
Wind and breath
With the angels and demons
Fighting to leave a mark
On this tattooed earth,
Brushing their teeth
On the treasure
The gold had turned in to clay.

I hold it
In my shrinking hands,
All rustic-fragile remains
Of an ancient heart.
Smell of acrid roots filled
The space between you and me
You looked down at it
The dark mass,
Feeling disgusted
Humiliated
But you managed to
Put a smile,
Where a sad lonely moon hung
From a time unknown.

Now,
I am burying it down
Underneath my skull
Under grass of the pavements
We walked in silences
To it’s native place
Until the last piece of me
And last piece of mine
Remains.

BLINDNESS



When I miss her
I close my eyes.
I see her
With my eyes closed.

I see the rose of her cheeks
The silence of the lips
With my eyes closed.
I talk to her
About the grief of her past
The hopes of her future,
About the length of the road
Breadth of the ocean
About every little things
Existent and nonexistent,
To the utmost details
With my eyes closed.

I touch her,
Her protruding breasts,
Hard-stubborn nipples
Her tight-lipped mouth
Her gold plated belly
And the unlit, narrow street of her thighs
With my eyes closed.
I stroke
The northern wind of her hair
The dust of her body
The light of her skin
And the curve of her neck.
I kiss her
Lick her
Make love to her
With my eyes closed.


I spend my seconds,
Minutes, hours, days,
Years and years to come;
I spend my life
Doing nothing
With my eyes closed.